Music Notes and Covidisms

Music is always a good thing, no matter the mood. If I am down, sad, angry, irritable or just flat, music can be the background that either confirms my emotional state or lifts me out of it.

I was pleased to open the music app on my phone yesterday to see that Apple had gifted me with a new curated music list called Get Up! I usually like to play my Favorites Mix, the Chill Mix and sometimes get wild and crazy and listen to the New Music Mix. The Get Up! Mix was especially welcome in light of all the stress I have been feeling in at work this past week. From the opening bars of Drivin’ With Your Eyes Closed by Don Henley (one of my favorite artists) to Elton’s John’s Sleeping With the Past to You Might Think by The Cars, I was immediately transported to a better, more mellow place.

Whether Dan Fogelberg is riffing on democracy or Chicago is making me smile, this music is a throwback and an anchor to times before middle age, viruses and crazy politics. I find myself singing along, tapping my feet, humming, and just letting a tiny bit of the stress flow out of me and back to wherever stress goes when it leaves us.

Like the bands tell me, If my Paper(is)late and I am stressing over deadlines, music can Take It Away. A look to the Western Skyline does Open Soul Surgery on me and, like Tom Petty (may God rest his soul) I Feel A Whole Lot Better. Amen.

What does COVID-19 do to you, even if you’re not infected? Well, from my chair at work, it makes me anxious, it has tripled my workload and it leaves me wondering when this will all end. Any good things, positive things it has done? Yes.

I am concentrating on communicating my needs and the needs of my staff and patients more succinctly. No time for mincing words these days. Formulate the thought, get it out. On to the next thing. It has made me appreciate touching base with my peers. A lot of decisions and plans can be made in a very short amount of time in a crisis situation. I knew this from having worked hurricanes and other natural disasters, but this is different. It is affecting everything from staffing to leave time to employee health to childcare to scheduling to clinic procedures to supervision to patient care to technology to time management. Boom. In a matter of days, the way we did things is no longer the way we DO things. You have to keep up. It’s exhilarating, excruciating and exhausting.

I have had more direct contact with my family members by phone and FaceTime in the last few weeks then in the last year. I checked on my uncle last evening after hearing from my mother that he had sustained an injury in a fall. He sounded the same to me on the phone. A little mischief and humor in his voice, an even tempered assessment of the world, a positive take on what had happened to him and how he was going to deal with it. It made me smile just to hear his voice. Why had I not called him sooner? There is no reason; there is no excuse. Just a loss of routine connection that a tiny virulent particle has prompted a course correction for.

Thanks to Tom Petty for giving me the right thing to say to you, Coronavirus.

I’ll feel a whole lot better when you’re gone.